Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Family Business by The Fugees

I think my current display photo on facebook signifies a lot about where I am in my life right now. Looking past the fact that I look all greasy and unhealthy, I'm also happy. And I have such good people around me. I know I royally fucked up as a person before, especially in terms of my relationships, with a heck of a selfish attitude. I am always aware of my past. It's there daily in my conscience to make sure I don't make the same mistakes with my decisions. But I have progressed. This past year has taught me to be at peace with my thoughts, and I am calmer.

I graduated from college. My everyday revolves around food, tv, spooning and videogames. And I do this with someone who has come to mean something to me. Oh shit, it's a HE. They aren't so bad, I suppose. Men. This one particularly, is a gem.

Let this year be better than the last.
"Lord, may you take what I can't let go"

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Thunder by BLG

I found an old cd today, and decided to pop it into the stereo. A familiar beat came on, but it took me awhile to place the song. Then it snapped, and all those emotions flooded back. In an instant, I had tears streaming down my face. I guess you've been on my mind more than usual lately, but circumstance prevents me from checking in. We were amazing, you were definitely something. I wish you enough, b.

Thursday, December 29, 2011

Settling.

We live in a generation of not being inlove, and not being together. But we sure make it feel like we're together, cause we're afraid of seeing each other with somebody else -Drake

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Breathe

The game ain't in me no more man, none of it -Cutty